Being Noticed

Never feel as if I don't notice you in the hallways. Or see you playing basketball at the park. Or miss you like crazy because I cant breathe when I'm around you. I feel as if it is only me that has not reached out to you. I fell as if I was stupid and caught up in a voiceless act of teenage love that I have missed the chance to get to know the grown side of you and get to know your deep and true feelings. I'm sorry for that. And my mistakes have made all of us both pay the consequences. I hope that you'll be able to forgive me in the near future. As I am leaving this version of myself behind. I find it necessary for me to truly be happy. Another excuse was because I was insecure of myself and I thought hat you deserved better. But in the end, now and only now have I begun to truly and honestly accept myself for me. I hope in ten to fifteen years we have all grown into very mature adults and we can rejoice on all of our teen years and only grow from their.